My Son- Jan 16, 2013 @ 9 weeks
Hoped for you before you were thought of,
Loved you before I knew you,
Believed in you before you made your appearance.
We loved you,
Hoped for you
And believed in you,
Before you were even here.
On a prayer,
and still are,
Fade so fast.
Away, Away flies the past.
Upwards and onwards floats like water on a river.
With currents and streams that turn over and over.
Watersheds, that empty into the ocean.
Then back into the eather from wither they wander.
Fade so fast
life is gone
Ashes to ashes, and Dust to dust
Never again will these hands hold a child,
Never again will these lips kiss,
Never again will I be able to speak.
Never again will I be able to love.
So hold your loved ones close,
And make sure to always let your feelings be known,
And to speak more candidly,
Because what if Someday never comes?
I found some old poetry I wrote. I wrote this while I was in an abusive relationship that lasted on and off for seven years. I wrote this shortly before I left the abuser and found my husband. I guess when you pray real hard and hope that Mr. Right is out there, you find him. For all those women that are in an abusive relationship. I once was you. Please let go. There is a better person waiting out there for you.
Love Birds Cry
I’m like a bird that crys for help,
with no one to save me.
I’m used and abused,
then throwen away when I am no longer useful anymore.
I’m a rare and beautiful sight to behold,
but not something that can be loved and adored.
I’m shot at,
day after day because some man wants me for his trophy case.
Then I fly away.
some beautiful love bird will catch me.
Someone that will love and adore me,
cherish and hold me.
Forever and always.
The men that hurt me,
will fade slowly,
untill they disappear.
Into the forest.
A dark forest filled with nothing but
pain, hurt, loneliness, that will last forever.
As I am living my beautiful dream.
With a love that will last an eternity.